2022/12/31
Unveil the art
2022/12/30
Au Revoir, Petit Paris
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It will be hard to write this post I’m sure, the last post to end my series of Petit Paris ~ the first poetic travelogues that I’ve never had & the first e-book series that I’ve ever published. Three years are neither short nor long, long enough to write a book but too short for a forgetful bird to become an author, it’s only the beginning… I hope.
When this project was started three years ago, as I’ve mentioned in <Au Revoir>, time flies like a spark, when it has to end the journey which seems has begun not long before, I am a bit of emotionally un-detachable, at least, still at this moment.
Solo trip is always a valuable experience to whom you are, what you have or haven’t. You have to face everything on your own, surprisingly amazing moments or unexpected horror, imaginary or real.
You are the master of your time, a totally stranger on earth there ; you can mute in most of the time, just see and feel, think & rethink…or, you can seek, a new friendship that might start, to be an immigrant for a week, to act like a local for an hour.
You can capture all the moments by your phone (camera) or simply to remember the unique memory…just for you, yourself on that date, at that time…happy or sad.
You can try anything new, participate in an adventure that you’ve never did before or, have an apple in hand, just enjoy under the sun & relax.
You can follow the norm to all the hot spots or you can walk in your own way, your own destination in your own pace.
You can…
…Yes, I can find another angle to see the world, to discover more instead of following the norm; something I might mis-understood when it was presented without the truth in depth. I can listen the voices behind that might fainted for over a while…it’s not barely a vacation but also a chapter of my life started from October 2019 and keep on transforming in December 2022.
The last book in this series is a wrap up of what I met during the trip, and because of it is the last one, it urge me to take the last chance of sharing of what were or might be overlooked, but really meant something in this series.
Actually I took almost 1000 photos, for all the selected photos, they should cover what I discovered in the whole journey; I do wish you can feel travelling with me while reading.
“A book has to be edited prior to publish.” I think this is the norm or general rule that I do agree but will leave it for this very first time. The free prose lead my thought to and fro from one moment to another, but raw and real time that I really want to attach, sorry for the free-flow' if it makes you feel lost sometimes :P
I am a real forgetful bird, it’s hard for me to remember the name of people I’ve met, especially for those I didn’t even ask. But, seriously, I do remember their faces, their tone of expression when we communicated; I still remember right at this moment…almost three whole years, so memorable.
Color & aroma, are the ever lasting sense for human beings, whenever I close my eyes, fly back to Paris, they are there, still there…all the same…!
I know I have to end right now, the post and the obsession to this journey. I am moving on for a new novel, in another language...may be; I don’t know when can this be completed? Hopefully not too long and is for sure not too soon, by that time, I wish you are still here to be my companion , Merci beaucoup et Au revoir !
2022/12/26
2022/12/23
Some year end review
2022/12/14
自由、平等、博愛~ Liberté , Égalité, Fraternité
2022/10/22
Drawing Giggle Girl
Hi. Hi,
2022/10/14
Forgotten Chap 02
Vanish, instantly
not for another second
mourning…in front of me
2022/09/15
一年、一年又一年
三年,就這樣進入最後的一季。疫情彷彿騎劫了一切,我們是被動中的無奈,又或是可以把握到意外的停頓,一刻鐘、一天、一個月,甚至三年?因為停頓,把這些時間儲存下來,一分一秒,一共有多少?
要是計算一下,可能足夠你讀一本長篇小說、學會煮十個新菜式、完成一個語文初班、織一件毛衣;又或者調理好忙壞了的身體、重新思考信仰與生命、修補破損了的關係,⋯!
時間天天在流逝,一秒過去了就永遠不能尋回。我很害怕與長嗟短嘆的人相處,他們每歎一口氣,寶貴的一秒就這樣消失了,我想幫忙捉也捉不住…是我沒有同情心嗎?又或是這個歎息狀態實在太長了,年復一年,流失了的時間也許本來可以把現況改善一點點?!
人生總有脆弱的時間,尤其外在因素不能受控的情況之下;但人心郤可以是剛強的,接受了不能受控的景況,在緊有的空間之內一點一滴地重新開始,即使是斷斷續續,要是堅持下去,數年過後,一個(即使是)迷你的成果就在你能夠把握的分秒之內漸漸形成,難道不是一件值得高興的事嗎?
生命的成果無分大小,只要由這一刻可始,如果我有一分鐘的時間被迫停頓,不能做什麼大事,我就...
~唱半首勵志歌,成為我在下一分鐘的動力!
或者~做三下掌上壓,消消肥脂;
或者~發出一個短訊,向一位朋友問安;
或者~讀一篇文章,學一個生字。
又或者,大笑三聲,預備心情,愉快地接待即將到訪的客人;
又或者~向天父禱告,提取力量,勇敢地跨越下一分鐘的困境;
又或者~洗個臉,吃一塊巧克力補充能量,預備服侍即將由醫院回家的親人。
三年之後:你可能是未來的星夢新星、或是一個擁有健美體魄的中年男士、或是一個和朋友建立了緊密聯繫的小伙子、或是一個學富五車的家庭主婦;又或是一個不單自己正向,甚至能扶助他人渡過困境的伯伯...。下一秒就開始吧!勿讓時間悄悄地流逝,願共勉之!
2022/09/02
Café de Flore
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2022/08/26
Left Bank & Dream a Little Dream
Paris never fails us of her attractions, especially for those who love shopping. Whether the prosperity impression, luxurious living or the Bohemia life style , what people used to call; are actually a very different scenario of what Paris was experienced & had been transformed after WWII.
While writing this series, I was accidentally found a book “Left Bank - Art, Passion and the Rebirth of Paris 1940-1950” by Agnés Poirier. A book that opens my eyes wide and solve some of the queries inside me during the trip.
During the WWII, the third republic lead French into a shameful act, allow the occupied of the Nazis without defense, it might prevent major casualties as they originally thought but in fact, not to the Jews here, as mentioned in the book, over 13000 Parisian Jews (one third are children) were sent to death in Poland in 1942 & 80000 Jews were sent from France to concentration camps…this is still an ached in some of the Parisians nowadays. That explains to me why so many Jewish memorial museum were built in Paris. I feel sad, too.
The intellectuals, how they survived to face the lost of their Jewish friends each day but couldn’t say, would there be any hope to dream for their future? To continue their philosophic expression? Publication? Playwright? Artistic life? simply to live or left?
Jean-Paul Sartre, Simone de Beauvoir, Sylvia Beach, Albert Camus, Ernest Hemingway, Jacques Jaujard, Pablo Picasso, Henri cartier-bressan…some of the characters in the book, the intellectuals who were there…their dreams didn’t vanish but transformed and camouflaged in another way to preserve the seed of hope. What they had been struggling, physically, mentally & emotionally (whether succeeded or failure) left a trace in the Café de Flore, café des Deus Magots, the Louvre and many other places in Paris.
The huge impact in the field of their specialties & their “third way” are still influencing a lot of us in the modern age. Café de Flore may be famous of it’s hot cocoa, but in depth, there’s always been the stories behind like Hôtel La Louisiane, the Shakespeare & Co., Le Tabou…that flourished.
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Dream a little Dream is the second last book of Petit Paris Series, my first draft was finished in February 2022, the moment of the 5th wave of COVID-19 in Hong Kong, should I still bring out this message to my reader? absolutely Yes, without any hesitation! the hope to end this pandemic as same as the hope to end war. If they could survive in their own ways and achieved even more in 10 years, we can, it's not only a dream!
2022/07/02
今天很平靜
2022/05/14
I love Haussmann
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In the mean time, what I can do is to draw a nice picture of her, to share with you in my new book & hope you will like it, too. But this is not the end, see what I've discover...
2022/05/07
Exquisite - Book Ten Of Petit Paris
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Writing book is always for the public but at the same time also personal I shall say, and this is my own feeling during these few years, that’s why you may love it or not; but beautiful things created by artists, designers, architects, craftspeople …and the final piece are always dominated by commercial, religious or even political reasons in most of the time. Take it or leave it, getting rich or broke, being famous or no one ever knows…now or in the future!
My thought was complicated while writing “Exquisite”, there are tensions between beauty ~long lasting ~preserve ~transform ~handmade ~technology…too many want to incorporate, too little can be captured, cos’ Beauty always has two faces, exterior & interior.
I was a commercial interior designer, I knew the struggle inside to convert “the beautiful thing in your eyes” to the one in “their eyes”. It’s even harder for us to produce & complete them even we may not think it is good enough or even ugly…but it has to be done, no matter how. For the truly beautiful things can be demolished/ vanishing just by a simple decision from some powerful people/unit who knows nothing about beauty at all! Weird but it’s the reality.
I think this is the reason to explain my excitement when seeing beautiful things that were preserved so well in Paris. Which also lead me to think of those behind who created and made them long long time ago.
It seems the word Craftspeople is a bit old fashion nowadays, for everything takes time to complete may not suit in our new age, less and less youth are willing to take part in this sort of careers but not totally. Japan is a good example which did an excellent job in this field, recently in Hong Kong, there are also some young craftspeople who start to realize handmade items and to preserve rather than replace are valuable; furniture, book, glasses, cheongsam, leather goods, architecture…hopefully there will be a lot more in the future.
It’s quite simple in my theory, whenever people is willing to spend time into a certain thing, to make it nicer, to bring joy to someone, he/she has a kind heart, the beauty inside.
2022/04/27
Forgotten Chap - 01
INSANE
The land of mine…
no one knows why
they were there
long long time ago
arrogant of a human nature
who dare
The people of mine…
no one knows why
not from your womb
not being tied
nonsense of a human nature
like you
Creation of God
that is the truth
the master who own
you, too
2022/04/17
Geisha - 超市中的藝伎
有機"藝伎種"咖啡豆, 淺至中度烘培, 日曬乾燥 |
還記得幾年前參加一個咖啡活動時認識了Geisha 這個品種,當年的我完全不懂欣賞,也喝不出任何特色所在. 而且當年這個品種剛流入香港,由於產量少, 是有特色的衣索比亞 (Ethiopia)原生種, 售價相對較高,並要在特定的咖啡供應商才能買到。我從來認為生活享受,應該是任何人可以輕鬆享用的,所以也就把這件事放下了。
2022/04/16
Spring Shower - Point Zéro
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2022/02/26
Happy rainy days
And if you know this norm, to explore under the rain on street is interesting, too. Unlike Hong Kong, due to the lower Haussmann building skyline here, I will always feeling there are more spacious even walking on a street or alley; if you are not in the busy office hours, the momentum is much slower, people rarely in their rush mode, except in metro station. So, I can enjoy the water color like scenery in rain…j’adore !
That’s why I choose to record this moment in my book, although the painting is not good enough as I think, I start to enjoy painting rainy day for its neon like color way , hopefully I can practice more & more to finally create my perfect rainy day.
In the meantime, wish you can walk with me with lots of imagination! :D
2022/02/19
自由~ 我的…他的…他們的?
我想:除非我身處荒島, 否則我的言行決定, 總有機會影響到別人,
"我的自由,我的權利"也包括在其中; 昨天晚上反覆思想以下兩種地球人的反應 :
地球人 A
我怕沒有廁紙供應, 我怕沒有新鮮蔬菜吃, 我怕沒有必理痛應急, 所以我去搶購囤積
⋯ 我有資金, 我有自由運用, 我有權保障自已及家人的供應.
我怕疫苗有不良副作用, 我不信藥廠數據, 我不信政府, 反正打了疫苗也會被感染
⋯ 我沒有不適合接種疫苗的因素, 但我有自由決定自已健康的權利,
我有資金可以買補健品排毒強身, 所以我決定不接種疫苗.
地球人 B
我知可能廁紙蔬菜會短缺, 或有需要用到必理痛應急, 即使我有資金, 我也只買所需份量, 讓他們也買到所需.並小心衡量, 不散播傳文, 以免不經意地製造了恐慌, 令物資分配不均, 更見短缺.
我在思想, 除了為維持生計的其中一個原因之外, 他們可有自由?
他們可曾行使自己的權利而拒絕工作?
檢測人員~
必需日以繼夜運作, 接觸及追蹤可能已確診者, 因為他們要與疫情擴散的時間競賽.
醫護~必需無休止地拯救生命, 因為人人平等, 也基於愛.
清潔員工~必需維持公共衞生日常, 否則可以衍生更多疫症.
我們可以視自已的自由權利為首, 正所謂"不自由無寧死"這也是民主精神之一,
但自由非自私.
我們可以仍然視疫情為傷風感冒, 但事實已把他們拖跨.
我們可以不接受所謂的"動態稱零",但不能否認所有地球人也應該盡公民責任.
在我們的"自由國度"之內, 如果可以把目光由"我"轉移向"他、他們",
此刻我應該要明白自由不是一個單獨的個體, 它必需與平等、博愛共存,
亦即是用盡一己之力使他人也可享有他們的自由和權利,
包括免被壓力拖跨、免被感染、和生存的權利 ⋯ 這才是我認為值得持守價值!
來來去去 / To & From...where
兩年前去旅行的時候,完全沒有想過香港又再次出現移民潮(上次是1997年);如果你有看第六本書Hear Me, 也許會記得當我回來的時候,心繫巴黎的其中一件事,便是繁華背後,瑟縮在街頭巷尾的一班移民;其實我所眼見的也只是冰山一角,在不遠的市外,流浪著幾十萬的非法移民~這是昔日法國為着補充勞動人口而大開中門的後果。過多的移民突然衝擊着整個社會的結構,包括文化、經濟、生活配套、民生等等;但是,為什麼即使法國處於這個局面,仍有人離開故土而遷到這裏呢?
為着更好的生活、下一代有更多發展的可能、更自由的空氣、逃離窮困無望的家鄉…?!任何想像得到的原因,同樣適用於歷世歷代全球的移民潮中,今天,香港也不例外…是無奈?又或只是基本人類求生的慾望?
今年隨著親人及身邊的朋友也相繼預備離開,姑勿論基於任何原因,絕對不是一個容易的決定,特別是對於一群進入收成期在港生活了幾十年的中年人。也許近日也會從不同媒體聽到他們移民前後的際遇,但既然作了決定,無論離開或留下,還是應該積極去面對未來,一步一步地和家人去共同解決前面的問題。身為香港人的我,仍然很熟悉及相信我們的適應能力,更何況有不少是為着下一代而決定的,深信無論在任何地方,你們還是可以生存下來的。
對於決定留下的人,香港仍是我們心繫的故土,仍然很想努力"耕耘",是基於一份信念,更是對神作為一切主權的信心!
I think it’s better for me to write this blog post for La Rue in bilingual, because what this book addresses is emigration, a direct impact to us in Hong Kong even under the haunting of Covid since 2019.
There was no clue for me to imagine the emigration wave appear once again in HK (last time was in 1997 & 2014) when I was returned from Paris, I did plan to include this topic in one of my book but simply for the scenario I saw in Paris, i.e.: of those who struggle to survive there…the uncontrollable result for the government of France to bear due to the drawn in of required working power…influx as a result which crashing the vulnerable society.
Actually what I had seen as mentioned in the book of “Hear Me” was only the tip of the iceberg, millions of immigrants are still scattered outside the boundary of Paris without any support behind a “hidden barrier”. But why people keep on leaving their homeland to somewhere which might not be their real “heaven”!
A chance for future of their own & the next generation, freedom, better living standard, to survive, escape from the mess of their own countries? …all these could be the reasons to emigrants around the whole world, as well as in Hong Kong today; is it barely resigned or just a basic instinct of survival !
There is for sure more & more of my friends are
going to leave in 2022, a huge decision they have to make, especially for those who are in their middle
age ~ time of their harvesting period but now has to be started all over again
somewhere. It’s hard but it has to keep moving forward by all means, I am
pretty sure they will make it because they are “Hong Kongers”, the toughest to
survive - a genetic code that we all have.
2022/01/08
Drawing the Magic Moment
Twilight time is always my favor moment wherever I am, the mysterious blue is stunning and attractive, it's the perfect time to enjoy before dark.
During the trip, I rarely took photos at night. There are some reasons behind such as Tired - after walking a whole day long, sometimes without eating enough (to save time especially during visiting museums :P); it will killing me to bring along with a tri-pot for shooting night scene. Well, I can increase the ISO of course as an alternative, but I have to confess I am stubborn, I don't like the noise resulted of high speed. How about to use my light weight titanium tri-pot? it’s a bit small for my D300…the one that fits, my Manfrotto, sooooooo….heavy! I quit :P
Temperature - it’s quite cold at night, usually in single digit or even 1-2 degree only, it takes time to explore stunning scene, not knowing for how long to discover one, because my target are definitely not the tourist spots; so, the cozy and warm hotel room always win.
Safety - I should be pretty safe at night in the tourist zone such as 1er of where I stayed, and most others zones up to 8er. But photo shooting is not “safe” sometimes, the desire of chasing a perfect scene makes me lost of my way, it happens often in Hong Kong (but it’s never a problem because H.K. is small & familiar to me).
An exhausted
normal height Asian with a camera getting lost in the dark alley of an
unfamiliar city…I guess I could be… or, if I am safe by luck, return late night by metro is not a good idea
either; unless by taxi or…
The watercolor drawing as well as the book cover
are really my wishes to “be there at that moment”, not only in twilight time, but also at night on the roof top; hopefully someday, I shall
return to Paris … together with my proper gear for a midnight walk.
2022/01/01
Happiness is...
I did remember on a few similar mornings when I was walking along, not many people on the street, so it was a bit quiet and “dull” overall, there were always something drawn my attention simply a balcony, a window, a café chair, or an architectural moulding at the exterior of a building…which were highlighted by the beam of sun ray, every time, yes, every time I felt amazing, so joyful to meet “Ray”, it was a symbolic of a fresh start, I loved that feeling, the aroma of the warmth.